Day 14

Diary of a scatty mind…

I feel like I’m standing before an infinite number of monkey bars – suspended over a pit of lava – I can reach out and grab a bar, but one bar leads to another, leads to another and instead of just going from one side to the other to get across the lava pit – I end up totally off course, heading all over the place, with my arms getting tired and not knowing which way to turn… This best describes my mind and my wacky train of thought, ideas merge into ideas and lead my life in various directions that I didn’t expect. But sooner or later I end up falling into the lava pit and burning out.

I’m always busy, I like to keep going, right up to bed time without much time to unwind – I don’t watch TV, but I enjoy various documentary channels on YouTube – my poor abused tablet is covered in paint (as too my desk, jeans and floor) I don’t mind, I listen to curious Paranormal tales until the battery dies and then work until the silence is deafening. I don’t know what it is that drives me on, I only know that I don’t like wasting time. Scrolling has been replaced with writing here instead and more ideas flood my head.

Though I am left unsure if I am actually ever achieving anything?