It’s Been a While …

Writers Block

I don’t know if that is an excuse or a fact? But I haven’t been over here for a while, I haven’t felt like I’ve had any words to share. So I took a break, in fact I’ve taken a long break on a lot of elements in my life currently as a wave of ‘meh’ just kinda washed over all interests – interests felt like chores and I lost heart. So I took time out to reflect, to find out where my get-up-and-go had got-up-and-gone-to … and I still don’t know.

I feel like I’m swimming in limbo land – I know ‘what’ I want to do and even ‘how’ I can achieve this, but the meh has be in a strong grip and I need to wriggle free. Therefore I decided to push myself out of my comfort zone and write again – something – anything to feel something – anything again.

Adjustment from lock down life to old life while still wanting to retain some of the (positive) habits from the lock down life is a weird juggling act, especially when I have an adventurous nature and simply want to fuck off and explore once more. I had thought of quitting this page, leaving the internet behind like a bad taste in my mouth but it’s too alluring and even though I am unsure what direction I am going to take in my life and with my writing, I am back and I still have a voice.