Feeling like a stranger in this world
Have you ever had this thought that you don’t belong to this reality? That the world around you feels fake, or that you just can’t relate to what is considered normal and in some cases your dreams feel more real than the waking world?
It could just be me and my personal observations, but I have moments where reality feels surreal and I’m not really attached to my body, but viewing my life from deeper within myself – like a pilot in a cockpit – I have control, though I’m not part of this machine I operate. Like I always have one toe dipped in dreamscape or another realm that is just like ours, except it’s magical and we co-exist with the supernatural on an equal footing.
It could just be me – But I don’t feel like I belong.
I feel like if I close my eyes and focus on my feet, I could fly and reach the stars, scattered like flowers in a green field. I can taste the ozone and rain would not get me wet as I would pass right through the drops. Higher than high, Deeper than deep – further than the edge of the universe and beyond – I am everything and nothing.
Beyond the beyond I find myself lying under the roots of an old oak tree, I hear a babbling brook – or it could be the rain again – I keep my eyes closed watching the inner realm … The reality around me … my life …
The reality that feels so fake – at least until I again reach the beyond the beyond and tie toe in the brook – free from the restrains of the ever looming alarm clock.
Based on a Dream, or was it?
Tatterhood 
Hi! “Feeling like a stranger in this world.” Yes, I do know that feeling too. I express it this way: My inner world revolves around another star. Have a nice day!
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I like that x
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you are not alone. i have had those feelings too. i feel lots of people do, they just dont admit it
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