I am feeling lost a little unfocused.
I see all that accumulates upon my ever growing to-do list 📃 and bury my head.
I know exactly what I want to do in order to do what I want to do
But I’m frozen from action
I sit… Lost…
I bury myself in chores
I invent excuses
I know I can do this, so why can’t I start?
I’m frustrated, sat in class I’ve not studied. It’s always one day, next day, next week, month… Year… Never…
How can I let myself down? How can I discard my dreams? Lost in an endless circle of scrolling, getting annoyed at myself for being frozen.
The inability to start is clouded by a fog of insecurity.
And I end up questioning my Confidence
Anne Harrison 30.05.17