I want to write about what is happening in life.
I want to get it all off my chest, into words, onto the screen.
I want to pour it all free, to rant, to rage to scream, to shout.
I want to explain to someone – anyone – how I’m feeling, what I am going through.
I want sympathy, I want hugs, I want release!
But I can’t do that…
The words wont come, they stick in my throat.
I don’t want the attention, I don’t want to explain myself.
I don’t want to cry into my yogurt over my lunch break.
A phone call – during lines on the screen.
Puts matters into perspective.
Years reduced into days.
But not too soon.
It is time to say Goodbye.
Anne Harrison 05.12.16