So… I found something I posted from 2014, which I have already shared with you all recently…
Wow! I have changed, or at least I feel as though I have changed… I read through my old words and I see the old me as I was, tubby, insecure, anxious, fragile, dependent…
I still have issues with anxiety, but I have developed independently enough to understand that the ‘what if’ situations I play inside my head are all figments of an over active imagination.
2016 has not been kind to me and my family, but I strongly believe the old me, the one who wrote those words, would have struggled with all this shit…
Trust me, it is a struggle, but I know I need to be strong for others now and not my old selfish insecurities… Me, me, me…I, I, I… Can you really escape that personal torment and focus on others… Was I really that unbearable?
I realise that what I wrote was so close to the point where everything changed, that I really was on the path to where I am now… I also know I still have a way to go yet.
I have come so far in two short years… That I’m looking forward to next Monday!!
Love Anne 02.11.16
The only way forward is through growth. Hang on to that rather than dwell on where you’re coming from 🙂
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I like to see the changes in me, I guess this is my growth… Thank you for your kind words x
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